I Couldn't Walk Upright Anymore

Overdoing it..

Since I moved, I’ve been part of a group that does sustainable wood construction and builds green roofs. Last week, we had a project involving a prefab wooden house. We had to build a stable wooden base and then put the house on top of it.

After building the base, we could put the floorboards on. Seven boards measuring 1.22 m by 2.44 m, heavy and impractical to lift and move, but of course I could do it. By the end of the day, my SI joint had had enough.

When I got out of the car when I got home, I noticed that walking upright normally was no longer really feasible and I felt everything in my body tensing up to support this new walking pattern. Not ideal, especially since we were going to continue the next day.

I had done too much…

After a warm shower, I lay down on the floor in my dome. Where I do my “maintenance” movements every morning, it now became yoga therapy on myself. Slowly and carefully, I made small movements with my legs, my arms, my back, all within the limits of what was pain-free. No forcing, no stretching, just feeling what was possible. First everywhere except my lower back and SI, giving the whole system space to relax. Only then did I very slowly move around my SI and lower back.

After about half an hour, I got up and still felt it a little, but I could stand up straight and walk normally again. It worked, my own work applied to my own body.

And this is exactly what I see happening in my classes on Insight Timer. People with chronic lower back pain, hips that don’t want to move and pelvic pain that just won’t go away. As soon as they make small conscious movements, they start to feel a difference.

This week, after a class, someone wrote:

‘I was impressed by how many parts of my body I use to perform certain movements. I also discovered some very painful spots in my lower back. I often have lower back pain, and today I figured out exactly where it’s coming from. Thank you so much.’

Another:
‘This was so therapeutic. I loved how you talked about movement instead of stretching because in yin yoga I sometimes tend to do deep stretch and realized today I probably have to back off of that.’

And yet another:
‘I got up and walked around and my pelvic pain isn’t as prevalent. Thank you for this! 💜’

That's the thing about chronic pain:

your body has learned that moving hurts, so it protects itself and tenses up, causing you to move even more stiffly. It becomes a cycle that has become unconscious. But if you make very small, conscious movements without going into the pain, your nervous system has a different experience. It learns that moving can be safe again and can release tension.

That’s why I’m going to give a 4-week Zoom course for people with back and hip problems.

And why via Zoom? Because then I can see you, I can give feedback on what you’re doing, and you can see yourself, which really helps in becoming aware of how your body really moves.

You will unravel your patterns in a small group with personal attention. More information will follow soon, but if you already think “yes, this is for me”, please let me know.

much love,
Rianne